Flickering Light, Gawd.

On a typical Tuesday night I was once again stuck at this dodgy tutor centre. Awkward bowing when you enter and awkward silence when the principal comes in. Life at this tutor centre aint that awesome. To be honest, I don't know what exactly happened but i was pretty much sleepy. And i kid you not. There are times when people say , ' you know, i could srsly fall asleep' but in reality, they seriously can't. They say those things mainly cause of exaggeration but i'm not one of them people today, well not in this case. I was seriously sleepy.

It was one of those times when you felt really dizzy and you just wished you were at home in that comfy bed of yours, resting your head and dozing off into your own fantasy world. Unlike this beautifully painted picture, i was at tutor , half-asleeping looking at that stupid flurescent light that flickered like crazy. It's not like one of them dodgy ones that go something like this :

* flicker* then it rests for like 5 mins and then flicks again. Oh no no. This ones like flick, rest, flick , flick, rest and then flick flick flick flcikf cliflfkikflk. Nasty.

It was real disturbing for me because i couldnt keep my eyes open for half the time. And usuallywhenever a teacher speaks at Truongs you have to listen ,its a must. Like srsly, if they catch you with the slightest bored face you'd be screamed at , if not be given the stare. But you know, i survived that boring night , catching the hiccups near the end of the lesson. Kept me awake , woot woot.

Yeah well guys, sorry no super long post today. Had nothing to say so yeah , stay tuned. I'll keep blogging. Kk , see you guys later :)

Hey therez.

I've been caught up with so many things and I happen to have forgotten about blogging . Oopsy. HAHA well may this post be a catch-up post for all.
So , let's go right back to tuesday. My first Yoga Lesson. Before picking Yoga all that i heard were ' It's so fun' , 'its relaxing' and the occassional ,' the mats stink like crap'. Srsly, they all are true . Yoga is fun , heaps fun. I don;t know about you but having a stomach rumble when its super quiet in the library is so funny. Haha. In the midst of ' relaxing your body' , inhaling and exhaling, my stomach rumbled and i kid you not, I was laughing my ass off. Okay, maybe i wasn't laughing laughing but i was certainly giggling . I was yogaing next to Mr Mackay and Sally. Sally heard it HAHAHA. Oh wells. Other awesome moments were when everyone stuffed up doing a push up. There are only 3 guys in yoga so like, most of us are girls. And so , push ups are real troublesome. We had to stay in this pose for like 3 secs and boy, was it hard. We kinda all collapsed at once. Then there was groaning, whining and then giggling. Fuuuun.

Okay so basically, I started this post at 7 something and then saved it as a draft and now its 11:12 and im continuing it. I really cant be bothered no more . So heres to the end of the post. Haha, oh yeah , the science skills and knowledge test >> In my opnion ,i wouldnt say that it was awfully hard but it was pretty alright. Fingers crossed I'll get alright. Mmkay, good night everyone :)

Today,

Oooft, When was the last time i blogged ?

Ages back. Nothing much has happened, apart from the usual day-to-day experiences that make you cry, smile and frown. Days when you have 2 assessments due, when you get into fights with your close friend , when you catch the train for the first time independently or those days when nothing special's going on but you just seem to push on. There are days at school when fights do break out , when nothing seems like its going your way. Days when you think to yourself that you might have abs from laughing or days when you realise that one of your closest friends betrayed you for nothing but stupidity. These days all come from highschool , the place where anything really can happen.

Tbh, the past few weeks have been quite amazing. I wouldn't say the most exciting but just looking back makes me realise how awfully grateful i am to have the friends i have. If it weren't for these peeps, I wouldn't see the awesome side of highschool. Nothing serious or big has happened to me, yet I'm here feeling grateful to many. I'm sure most of yous reading this right now, or squinting whilst reading ( Adrian) , would be thinking , what a random topic. Yes, it is. But guys , think about it .Think about all the times when your friends have been there for you , caught you when you were in a mess and pulled you out of it all. Even the slightest of lame jokes that make you chuckle are to be grateful of. When you feel sick or just not right, friends are there to help you stand up and make you feel normal once again . One of these people that I am honoured to have as a best friend is Sally Wong. A dedication post isn't enough for me to say thankyou to you. I've backspaced on my keyboard heaps of times thinking about what to write, what to say, what to type. All i have to say is thank you and I love you heaps bffl <3

Well , that's about it . A break from the dead blog , shall this blog come alive once more ! Sorry if its a bit emotional , haha. All i gotta do now is a stack-ful of homework. K , nights :)

When you catch yourself doing something stupid.

Instead of having someone else laughing their ass off, or instead of having someone else facepalming you or calling you a dope ,there are instances where you just call yourself a dope mentally. It's not like you go ' CINDY, YOU'RE SUCH A DOPE ' but you just laugh it off inside. After realising how stupid you are, you look around making sure that no one saw that 'embarrassing moment' . Just then , a minute ago , I just caught myself doing something stupid. It was completely dopey of me , and I have to admit. Basically, I've got my school laptop in front of me on Photoshop and then I've got my desktop computer behind that. Right right in front of me ,I have two keyboards, the desktop computer keyboard closest to me. I was using the tablet for the school laptop and I made an error. At this point , I started to CtrlZ it to get undo it. After spamming the computer keyboard a thousand times, I realised that it was the wrong keyboard :s Haha, I was laughing like crazy. Too bad no one saw me. OH WELLS, there's my story for the day.

Hmm , other instances? Well , there was one - when we got our school laptops. I was called up with Harry or someone . We were told to turn the laptop on and log in. Easy peesy it sounds. I mean ,there are only 2 steps.

1. Press that on symbol and that'll turn the laptop on.

2. Hold down Ctrl , Alt and Delete to allow you to type your password.

3. Enter in your username and password.

taaaaadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~ You're logged in.

According to Mr Jones, the computer dude, the hardest part of this super-easy process was to actually type your username and password in. Not so fast young lad. Considering that this school laptop was tiny crap , I wasnt used to its keyboard at first so it was hard for me. I was sitting next to Brendon and Harry cause it was in alphabetical order and I swear, it was embarrassing . I don't reckon anyone noticed but i was struggling to long in. I mean, its not just me, mustn't be me only. Instead of pressing the Ctrl+Alt+Dtl combo, I'm sure i did Ctrl+Alt+Home or Ctrl+Alt+end. And it wasn't just a one time thing, I repeatedly pressed those combos like cuuuuurrraaaaazy until i finally looked down to the keyboard. ==

Well , this is random. Haven't been blogging lately becuase i believe that im going to take this blog down sooner or later . Sigh , oh wells :) We'll see what happens. Toodles ~

Sometimes I feel just like a child.

Sometimes you think you've grown to an extent where you cant come back to your childhood days. Sometimes you act tough and strong like youve matured enough. Sometimes you tell yourself 'I'm no child, Ive grown' but have you really ? Sometimes all these sometimes dont matter. Sometimes you stop and thin to yourself, Everyone has a child in themself whether they like it or not, its just the matter or not you cover it or open it up freely. Some time like yesterday was a heck of a childish experience.

Yesterday at around 10 something , I arrived at Costco. Woot wooot. Tbh, I was expecting something MORE HUMONGOUS and something more EXTRAVAGANT . Yeaah. When we arrrived there, I kept on nagging on how small this was and my brother kept replying ' IT'S ONE STORE NOT SEVERAL STORES SO ITS BIG' . I guess after several 'ITS ONE STORE NOT SEVERAL STORES SO ITS BIG' , it kinda hit me and I figured this 'one store' iss actually quite large. However, when compared to my imaginings of this store, it sucked horribly - UBER TINY. Nevertheless, the store was quite jam-packed with things from confectionary, to cuddly plush toys to books and clothing.

And here's where the childish stuffo comes in. In all honesty, it wasnt that crowded when i got there so im still confused about how i got lost. Okay okay, maybe not lost or stuck but.. ditched ? by myself? Yeaah that. There was a trolley between us 4 in the family and my bro and rents were holding teh trolley. Basically, I wandered off ahead/behind ( i dont know ) and taadaaaa - no rents or bro to be found. My first initial reaction was to chill it off for a bit , walk around and check the nearest aisles. Yep , no sign at all. The next reaction . you ask ? CALL LIKE NO TMRW. I have to admit it was awesome wandering around, looking at things but the fact that i had no trolley to put my stuff in sucked horribly. Hence, finding my rents would be the best option. So, I called Mummy then Kevin. No one picked up , no one called back. I didn't really call my dad first off, basically because he said he went to the toilets before i got ditched and yerno , he might not have found kev and mum yet. Well , next reaction was to call Daddy. Dad didnt pick up but actually had the effort to call me back. We talked for like 20secs before he said that he wasnt with Kev or Mum . I could have asked to meet up with him but the phone call just ended real quicck so meeh. So , I walked around for most of the time , looking like a loner. Along the way , I saw 2 seftoners- Tony Z and Steve L ? yeah. They weren't together or anything , I just say a glimpse of them two. I don't think they realised was there because I was kinda ' avoiding contact'. I mean , I don't talk to then two , the least i could do was wave and give their rents suspicions to think about. So I passed.

I have to admit, wandering around was pretty fun. I got to see everything that was in Costco. Like seriously, a trolley would slow the whole process down. Those American Trolleys can't turn so everytime you'd pass another trolley, something would get caught. Dumb , i know. Maybe it was this specific trolley Dad picked bbut iderno , bad first impression. So , I walked around the place until I was at the Egg/dairy section . Dont ask why. Suddenly, I received a phone call from Kev and he politely came to meet me. FIRST TIME EVER GUYS , HE WAS NICE. Nah nah nah. but yeaah ,it was cool. I unloaded all my stuff that i collected and gave it to him so he could unload it onto the trolley and taadaaa, IM FREEEE. All that pain gone ! We then decided to break away from Mummy and walked around as usual teens. I reckon , we were pretty childish , running and skipping around the confectionary section . We bought hersheys , reeses ,a whole box full of chuppa chups, whatever that seemed to be ' a need' for the family. Yeah we were told off a tiny bit BUT HEY ,it was worth it.

My day drifted off from there with tutoring. Eeek . Killed da day. Oh wells, at least I could recount my story to Lizabeth. I kid you not guys, I have repeated the content that ive said in this blog post heaps of times. To kev, to mum and to dad. Like no joke. It just pops up and i just say it. At times the reaction would be ' Yes, you've told us' or ' yeah , we know' or just the casual smooth change of topic : ' mhmm. So what are we gonna eat ? ' . But yeah ,alls cool.

I had some pictures but nah , im not bothered to plus my phones not that awesome at taking ' non-blurry ' pictures. Other than my blab about costco , I WOULD LIKE TO SAY A HUGE THANKYOU TO LOVELY JOANNE . Omg, her comment in my cbox really helped me like no tmrw. You . can. repeat. videos. on. youtube. OMG OMG OMG OMG ,WOOT WOOOT.

Anywho , for lunch im eating costco frozen pizza, freshly baked. So , see ya guys later! ~ Got any awesome stories ? Commment below :)

Short cause its late.

Short post guys, Sorry about that. Basically, I've been re-introduced to Maple Story and Im still thinking to myself, HOW THE HECK DID I GET INTO DOWNLOADING IT AND INSTALLING IT ?! Yeah well , its pretty self explanantory but meh .Anywho , I've been having this video on repeat like no tmrw, yeah thats right, I've been alt tabbing and pressing teh play button cause theres no repeat button :( Check it out guyss - CLICK HERE DUDES.

Drew Tabor can sing for good. Check out some of her other songs too. For now, its all for me. I've got to do all my work that I said i'd to today but ended up playing maple. Crap. Stuff maple ,I'm gonna do my work like a good girl 8D

See ya later ! ~

TO BIG W AND BEYOND !~

Saturday, oh dear Saturday. For me, Saturday is one of them days where you just lay back, relax and do whatev comes to mind. Like so , today was the day where I got my gear together and got my A game on , ready to carve them books out for my awesome book treasureee. What exactly happened today went simply like this ; I woke up , got dressed , went big w, got an awesome new craft knife for 9bucks , went thrifting for these babies and got home and started to carve. TAAAAAAADAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~

My first baby - Design Craft Knife. She's a beauty., no joke. My old craft knife died during the making of my science project when Tracy was over. It had some sort of mechanical thingo so one of those screws fell loose and BOOM, its dead. Yeeaaah, this new beauty is just a rubber comfort stick with a sharp blade. chhyeaaah.

After shopping at Big W and after doing some walk arounds with mummy, the next destination was vinnies for some thrifting. I wasn't too sure whether i could find some awesome hardback covers that would be superbly awesome for this treasure book thingo. The main response i get from people when i tell them that I'm making a treasure book thingo is ' Whatcha gonna put inside it? ' .Hmm , what to put. I srsly have no ideaaaa. Anywho , as luck has it , when i was walking up and down the aisle for the book section in Vinnies, I saw these three babies. OHMYGAWD, WERE THEY AWESOME.

YEAAAHH . These babies are brand new , and my gawd, they had to be at Vinnies today ! CHHYEAAAH.

Don't my babies look similar to those in the picture above ? Yeeeaah. Oh , and just to promote this awesome blog i found, check out THIS . I take no credit with those awesome images. Its all from that site :) Have fun making em !

Oh , i almost forgot. JELLY JOYYY ~ Whilst waiting for mummy to buy her groceries WHICH TAKE FOREVERR, I stood near this Jelly joy post and just started looking at all the flavours, the price and then KAABOOM , the expiry date. To top it all off, it was my birth date. OH YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. BEAT THAT. OH SNAP. HAHAHA , 8th of July.

So there you have it guys, 3 NEW BABIES, ONE NEW CRAFT KNIFE, 2 AWESOME JELLY JOYS DUE ON MY BIRTHDATE, some dodgy craft glue i found lying around AND TAAAADAAAAAAAAA ~ Blog recount COMPLETE ~

Nah nah, I've got more to talk about. Just a sneek peek at how many pages a book can have when you actually pull them out. It looks small like a book but when you actually cut the pages out , HOLY CRAP ,THERES TOO MANY.

Two more things - Long weekends and Scariest Dreams.

1. Long weekends.

I honestly had no idea that it was the long weekends until my Mum told me . Weird ay ? Honestly, I wouldnt have known the date if it werent for my Mum either. I didn't realise that it was the first day of the month until I saw my phone. Why holidays keep me updated ! Yeah well , as soon as i heard it was the start of a new month , pinches and punches went all around the house and all around again. Dont you just love it when they cant get you back when you go ' NO RETURNS' ? Which reminds me of primary, how a metal pole ' bars' meant that you were safe. Now that i think of it , WHAT WERE WE THINKING. HAHA, good times tho :)

Back onto topic, I don't know what to do these weekends. I'm guessing work , and more work.I'm probably going to get my mind back on schooling to start that english assingemnt ive been procrastinating to and those other mini homework things that i need to do. Well guys, HAPPY LONG WEEEKENDS :)

2. Scariest Dreams.

One of my buddies, Brendon , was talking to me about scariest dreams and he decided to blog about it. Yeeah ,check it out. I, being asked for, decided hey, LETS BLOG ABOUT THAT TOO . But ya know , I had to blog about what happened today and all , so I'll just make this short. Basically, I was asked' What was your scariest dream ? ' When that question sunk in , I had many things to say. They varied from ' getting pulled out of bed and slaughtered' , ' having alien thingomobobs pop out of your car in the middle of the night attacking you after gettign pizza' or just the casual invading scenario where you hid in your closet and them finding you. Here's what he wrote.

SCARIEST. DREAM. EVER. Well, just been asking some people recently bout their scariest dreams and they can get pretty freaky... Like, you've got alien invaders going into your house and dragging you from the closet and killing you ( Cindy )... A witch chasing you and your sister round the Gold Coast and then finding you in your hiding spot, a jack-in-the-box ( Maria ) or ... Running throughout Hogwarts getting chased by Ronald Weasley and then running into Johnny Depp who disappears, finding Dumbledore in the hall and then watching them two fight, which makes them break their wands, which makes them pull out their knives and start shanking each other ( Tracy ) . lol And there you have it. Those are the scariest dreams folks.

Yeeah ,had to exclude some words because they weren't appropriate. Haha, anywho , I;ve got to go log into maple for the first time in ages. LOL , mmkay, good night everyone ~ :) Oh and have a scary dream , COMMENT IN DA CBOX :)