2nd post.

I've already blogged today but meh , Ive got better stuff to say.

I was just flicking through my hotmail account and what messages i've sent to people. Apart from the fact that i havent read 2158 hotmails that others have sent me , i reckon my hotmail account is pretty organised . Reading back , i still remember me sending images of the farewell to everyone. Ahhh, good memories. Im getting pretty teary right now even though , i still have the chance to catch up with my old buddies. Its either im getting teary cause of the lost of my friends separating or the fact that the laptop brightness is way too high . AHH ,MY EYES.

Honestly , i reckon in primary school everyone was close as glue. No one was mean to the other person . Well, if we were we'd apologise after but c'mon , its more friendly than highschool . The majority of my grade in primary parted off to St Johns Park High School which pissed the heck out of me . I mean , Sefton is a pretty hectic school ( without me its nothing :L ) its just , i'd rather spend more time with my past friends. Not saying that i have no friends or i dont treasure any friendship at Sefton or anything . I'd just hope that all my past friends and current friends met up so life wouldnt be so bad after all . You get ? No.. okay. One thing that bugs me is how im gonna react after school ends. Yeah ,its like 567849320 days left and 6578390768923045762901576 hours until the end of year 12. But , i doubt i'd hold in my tears. Awww, god i hate crying anf getting teary. Awww. And that brings me to my net awesome topic.

Crying .

dont you guys reckon that when you cry , its awesome to have someone there to hold you ? I mean ,i remember crying at school and Leyla was there to hold me tight and tell me everyhting was alright .And yeah , me crying ?oh GAWD, THE WORLDS GONNA END !@#$##!@. That was ages ago anyway. But you get hte point . Its boring crying alone , if that made any sense at all . OMG ,oh yeah . Dont you hate it when you cry and the next thing you see is a whole massive crowd coming towards you asking' how are you ?' ' you alright ? ' Yeah yeah ? I get that these lovely people care but honestly , no no no , i dont need you right now. Ahh, what am i saying. Primary school friends departing , crying at the end of year 12 , and just plain crying. Aww, i sound so depressed..

HAVE NO FEAR , CINDY IS HERE. Oh dear, that was random .

Well , all i wanted to say was you gotta treasure your friendships and keep in touch with one another or you'll lose em faster than you know it . Ah .